The Mall
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WELCOME TO THE MALL -
She
was new to this city and had spent the day going around the shops
looking for things to buy for the flat. They had moved here because
of her husband's new job and they needed to stock up on various
household things.
She
just needed some wet wipes for her infant son and then she could go
home. Noticing a large mall across a plaza she didn't know the name
of she headed towards it. She was from the Far East where everyone
did their shopping in malls and was drawn to it like a moth to a
heavily discounted light bulb.
The
entrance was strongly guarded, unusual for a mall in Britain, but
very common for where she was from so she thought nothing of it.
Perhaps there had been a bomb threat?
She
was seven months pregnant and her belly swelled out under her blouse
making her waddle and quick to tire so the first thing she did was
sit down in the food court and order a decaffeinated coffee. She
looked for messages on her mobile phone but found that she couldn't
get a signal.
Ah,
what luck! Just across from where she was sitting sipping her coffee
she could see a 'Boots'. She could get the wipes in there and then
make her way home again.
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BOOTS -
What
a funny lot they were here. In her country, old people didn't go out
of their homes much, but in Britain they seemed to be out and about
on the buses and in the shops all the time. And the old lady in front
of her in the queue had no shoes or sock on! Her feet looked like
something from a wildlife documentary. They had long toenails and
were covered in sores, what a sight! She would have to ask her
husband about it when she got home, were such things normal here? The
old lady was looking away so she glanced over her face. It was a road
map of deep lines. She look as if she was a hundred years old and the
old man next to her looked equally as ancient, his face so saggy and
deeply cut with lines he hardly looked human any longer.
He
noticed her gaze and smiled weakly.
She
bowed her head and looked away. In her country the old were treated
with respect, unlike here, where even her husband would talk to them
as he would any other person.
The
queue was very long, but eventually she was able to pay for her
purchases and leave.
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ONE WAY ONLY -
She
head back the way she had came, but a security guard stopped her and
silently pointed at the floor. She had to step back to read what was
written on the tiles. One
way only.
'Excuse
me,' she said. 'How I get out?'
The
guard, again silently, pointed up at a sign. One of the many things
written on it was 'Exit' and an arrow pointing back into the mall.
Meekly
she turned and headed back inside. She felt angry at herself for not
being more forceful, but politeness and submissiveness was bred into
her.
Her
husband, she was sure, would have just pushed past the guard, he
considered such people his social inferior. Even the police he
regarded with disrespect, a concept completely alien to her. But they
didn't carry guns here and she supposed that would make a big
difference.
She
followed the signs and noticed that there were more and more one way
areas and more and more guards.
This
was ridiculous! She was now desperate for a pee and was getting drawn
further and further into this strange place!
-
THE GALLERY -
She'd
found a toilet at least. The baby was pressing down on her bladder
though, and she instantly felt as if she had to go again. Instead of
following the signs towards the exit she headed towards what was
signposted as the 'gallery' and took a seat on a bench overlooking
the city. She must have gotten quite high up now as she could see
down onto the roofs of houses that were four and five stories high.
There were office blocks in the distance.
She
didn't even know the name of the city she was looking at. Her husband
had explained that they now lived in the join of two large cities and
it didn't even really have a name. The two other cities had western
names she had found hard to pronounce and she'd forgotten them
anyway.
The
streets looked deserted.
She
looked at her phone again. No signal. She sent a text message to her
husband anyway.
'You
have done well to get even this far,' the man next to her suddenly
said.
She
looked over at him, he was still looking over the city. He was in his
early forties.
'Excuse
me?' she replied.
'To
see anything other than just the inside of the mall is rare.'
'I
not understand,' she said.
'Ah,'
he said, turning and smiling at her. 'You're new, in that case you
must have got here by blind luck. Hopefully your luck will continue
then.'
She
realised that there was a bad smell here, and that it was coming from
this man. He was a tramp. She got up to leave, he must be crazy. You
get a lot of crazy people in this country, she thought.
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MAN AT C&A -
She
was back at where she had entered the mall, or at least as close as
she could get to the maze of security guards, escalators and one way
signs that encased it.
She
was on the verge of a complete break down now, it was so very late
that her husband would be home from work and wondering where on earth
she was. The infant, not even two years old yet, would need his
dinner and his bath. She didn't really trust her husband to do all
those things by himself.
He
was probably driving around the city looking for her though. He would
be worried sick.
This
is absolutely ridiculous she thought and stepped forward to demand
egress from the first of the guards.
She
steeled herself for the confrontation, but then a man's hand gently
held her back,
'Don't
bother,' he said. 'Just watch.'
A
family consisting of a man, his intensely angry wife and two children
approached the guard and tried to force him aside. The guard
whispered something into his radio and suddenly five more guards
appeared as if from nowhere. The family were surrounded and quickly
defeated, ushered back into the throng.
'You
see?' said the man. 'It's futile.'
She
could see he was well dressed, in a dark suit, but he had unkempt
hair and a short beard.
'I
cannot believe it,' she said. 'They can't do this!'
'I
know,' he shrugged. 'But they do. I've been here three weeks.'
She
was speechless.
'I
think I have a plan though,' the man continued. 'We need enough
people to spring all the traps. I've been standing here all day and I
think fifty would be enough. The first person goes forward and
confronts the first set of guards. While they are busy, the next
person goes up and does the same at the next security gate. Then a
runner goes past them all as fast as they can. I think they would
have a chance of getting past them all if they were quick. It's like
an American football game, the blockers hold up the other team so the
quarterback can get through.'
'Fifty
people to make one people escape?' she asked.
'I
think so.'
'I
think I find exit,' she said with finality and went back into the
mall.
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EXIT -
She
had dozed off on a bench somewhere near the big department stores.
When she awoke she found she was leaning against another sleeping
woman. She looked at her watch. It was four in the morning.
For
a while, she watched the people in the mall. A lot of them seemed to
be wandering aimlessly. Most of the shops were still open (didn't
this place ever close?) but the people didn't go into them.
Some
of the people looked like tramps. She wondered if they were really
tramps or just people that had been here a long time.
She
was hungry so she looked through her bags. She ate some of her son's
biscuits. The ones topped with yogurt that everyone in the family
liked. She washed then down with half of her bottle of caffeine free
diet cola.
The
woman beside her on the bench woke up and eyed up the remains of the
biscuits. She looked like her hair was growing wild and her eyes were
very red.
'I
haven't eaten in two days.'
She
gave the rest of the biscuits and coke to the hungry looking woman
who began to eat and drink greedily.
'I'm
looking for the exit,' she said.
The
wild woman looked up and said, 'the mythical exit. You know, they say
around here that there actually is one. They say that by law there
has to be one. But don't bother with the signs, they are worse than
useless.'
'But
there is one?'
'So
they say,' shrugged the wild woman. 'I don't know though. God knows
I've looked.'
She
got up to go, she needed the toilet.
'Another
piece of advice,' said the other woman. 'Don't be so quick to give
away your food next time. Unless you've got someone on the outside
topping up your credit cards.'
She
spent the rest of the day trying to find the exit. Up and down
escalators that seemed to constantly switch back on themselves or
dump you in the middle of nowhere or back where you'd started.
It
was like a snakes and ladders board that only contained snakes. She
wasn't the only person riding the stairs, there seemed to be hundreds
of people going up and down, but ultimately going nowhere. Some got
frustrated and jumped between the escalators, swapping from an up to
a down or vice versa. It looked dangerous though and she doubted she
would have tried it even if she hadn't been pregnant.
Occasionally
she would check her phone, but she never got a signal and she tried
to always remember were the nearest toilet was in case she needed to
make a dash for one.
The
mall seemed to be incredibly big. Just when she thought she had
reached one side of it, there would be another passage or set of
doors, or a shop with two entrances that lead off to another area.
Suddenly
needing the toilet she realised she hadn't the faintest idea where
the nearest one was. She was in a quieter section of the mall where
there were a lot of empty concessions, rows of TO LET signs ranked
along the tops of the shop windows.
Desperately
she dived through the nearest door and into a staff only section.
Miraculously there was a staff toilet just off to the side and she
ran into it gratefully.
When
she came out again she saw that there were some steps leading way
down to a landing and she decide to go down them. After what felt
like an age the stairs twisted around and she was confronted with a
very strange sight.
Camped
out on the beige carpet were a man on his son, lounging around in
sleeping bags next to piles of boxes and crates. There was even a
tent, but they seemed to be using it for storage rather than sleeping
in.
'Hello,'
said the man. The boy nodded and smiled.
'Hello,'
she replied.
'We
don't get many visitors down here,' he said.
'What
you do here?' she asked.
'Me
and the boy are just camping out,' he said. 'It's quieter down here
away from the guards and the crowds. We prefer it.'
She
nodded. They did indeed seem to be well set up.
'Do
you know where exit?' she asked.
'As
a matter of fact yes,' he replied. 'It's right over there.'
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FCUK -
She
walked along a seemingly endless corridor. The man had pointed at a
door marked exit and she had entered eagerly.
'But
be careful!' he'd called as she'd left. 'They made a mistake with the
plans, so it's not as it appears to be! Or safe!'
There
was definitely something wrong with this corridor, but she couldn't
figure out what it was yet.
It
was a typical sort of thing, thin beige carpets, sets of locked doors
on either side, strip lights on the ceiling and a litter bin every so
often along its length. It was just that is appeared to go on
forever. Literally forever, it must be a mile long or more because
she couldn't see the other end!
Resigned
to a long walk she had set off.
After
a while she was surprised that her head suddenly brushed against a
strip light.
Confused
she looked back to where she had set off from. It was quite far away,
but perhaps not as far as she had thought.
Setting
off again she found that she had to crouch. Her head was touching the
ceiling!
Suddenly
it dawned on her what was wrong with this corridor. The perspective
was all wrong. It wasn't just that it receded off into the distance,
it was getting smaller.
Further
along, she had to get onto her knees, and then down onto her belly.
This
is ridiculous! She had to push the next litter bin past her body to
get past it. It was the size of a salt shaker.
Now
she had to hold her breath to squeeze past the frames of the doors on
either side of the corridor. Each one she was sure she was going to
get stuck on, but she managed to wriggle on to the next straight bit
before getting to the next one.
Claustrophobia
was beginning to get to her though, she felt like she was in a grave.
This tiny tunnel wasn't going to get any bigger either and she
couldn't even turn now to look back the way she had came.
Looking
forward she could now see that it seemed to turn straight upwards.
Another 'mistake' in the plans she supposed. If she could squeeze
past one more set of doorways she could maybe get her hand up it.
She
could feel the baby moving and shifting to a different position as
she squeezed past the frames. She realised she couldn't do another
one, but she was at the upwards bend now.
She
knew there was no way she could make her way round it, even if she
hadn't been pregnant, it was just too narrow a turn.
If
it had been possible in some way, if she had been prepared to skin
her knees and elbows, to risk a broken rib or two, then maybe, just
maybe, she would be able to get underneath the shaft and see where it
led.
She
couldn't go forward another inch though so she decided she would at
least stretch out her arm and feel up the shaft to see what was
there.
As
she edged forward she caught a faint whiff of something unpleasant.
Something dead.
Reaching
up she could feel one of the tiny door frames on the side of the
wall. A little further and she could feel something else. If felt
like wool. She tugged at it and when it fell onto the carpet of the
tunnel she could see it was a black woollen sock.
A
feeling of awful dread suddenly settled in her stomach, but she
forced herself to reach up again. She slowly reach past the doorframe
once more and her fingers closed over something bony. She gasped in
horror and snatched back her hand as if she'd been scalded. She'd
just touched a skeletal foot. She crawled back as quickly as she
could.
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MOTHERCARE -
Weeks
passed. At least she wasn't going hungry. Her husband - somehow - was
topping up her bank account. He wouldn't know where she was, but at
least he would know she was alive.
It
also meant she didn't need to get a job or resort to begging or
worse.
Her
stomach got bigger and she found that she could hardly move from the
food court. The women that worked there were stern looking, but even
they didn't have the heart to move on a heavenly pregnant woman. She
washed her clothes in the ladies toilets and had a sink wash each
morning.
She
was determined not to turn into a smelly, dirty tramp.
One
day, she was sitting, drinking a decaf coffee as usual, when her
water broke.
'I'm
having my baby!' she cried to one of the waitresses.
She
sat down again and started her breathing. In ten minutes some
paramedics arrived and she was taken to a staff elevator. The guards
looked at her sullenly, but she had a free pass, she was having a
baby.
Next
she was in an underground car park, and then an ambulance. Was she
finally free of this nightmarish place? The ambulance screeched off
and up a ramp, then out. From where she lay she could see the street
outside. She was out!
'Don't
worry,' said the friendly medic sat beside her. 'Just you lie back.
We'll be at the hospital in no time.'
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HOSPITAL ZONE -
She
was lying in her hospital bed, looking out the window at the small
grass area that was fully enclosed by hospital buildings. Her
beautiful daughter was in her arms, two days old.
Her
husband and their son walked into the room. She squealed in delight.
'My
gosh!' she cried. 'I thought I'd never see you!'
'Me
too!' he said. 'I looked everywhere! The police here are useless.
When I tried to report you missing they acted like I was wasting
their time! The nurses wouldn't even let me see you until now.'
'But
your here now!' she said as he kissed her. He held up their son for
her to hug too. He couldn't talk yet, but appeared to be delighted to
see his mummy again.
'I
can't believe I missed the birth. Where have you been all this time?'
'The
mall,' she replied as she stroke his cheek. 'You haven't shaved in
long time.'
'Yeah,'
he said. 'This hospital is really weird, me and the boy got here days
ago. I wanted to go home to feed the cats, but... they have these
lines painted on the floor. Red for A&E, yellow for Maternity and
various others. Green for exit. But if you follow the green line it
just leads you round in circles or down dead ends.'
She
lay back and closed her eyes.
Trapped
again. But at least they were trapped as a family.